Reminiscene

2009-05-03T22:21:00.000+08:00

Well, I made the move ystd ..
Did'nt get what I wanted ..

and now .. im feeling like shiet.
kthxbye ..

2009-04-12T22:45:00.002+08:00

please ignore the previous entry
((:

i hate running when it's raining tigers and lions
nabei, drenched to the nuts I'd say.

The movie " HANDSOME SUIT " is hilarious
I give 5 stars for it.

2009-04-12T11:19:00.002+08:00

1) is hurt
2) though he dosent really like this feeling
3) he can't do much anyway
4) all he have to do is wait
5) and see what will happen next
6) dosent understand women at times ( more like all the time )
7) Man, god sure created a species that is even complicated than Astro Science.
8) My "ohimsolooking for my weekend " has just went down the drain.
9) I dont even know what actually happened.
10) Fuck, I know god gave me some awesome talents but definitely none that goes in line to "how a women mind works" fck ? i doubt anyone can do that.

If only i am KRAUSER and can say FUCK x 10 / sec.
Im so going to do it.

VOIIIII ):

2009-04-08T20:37:00.002+08:00

Im left with 4months before my ORD. Well, actually it's 5 but im clearing leave on Sept. So yeah.

Im meeting her again on Sunday. Not really a day i would choose for i'll be working the following day. Then again, she's already booked on Saturday and it's better than nothing, yes ?

These dates, or maybe im the only one who looks at it that way is the only thing that is motivating me during work.

I think she's quite comfy with me. That's a good thing right. Or, she's comfortable with a primary school friend. Sigh.

I've been sending out hints.
I guess i have to make it more obvious this Sunday then.

Oh yeah,
I promised to drive her around sometime.

2009-04-04T09:29:00.002+08:00

So, I just came back and 5am this morning. Only slept at around 530am.I left home for town at around 830. Only to find Plaza Singapura's carpark full like how you havent shit in days. So i drove around to find a carpark. Parked at Mackenzie road and after putting my coupons, i realised that night parking is free.

NICE ONE HAZMI.
So walked back to PS, only to find out there were 27 lots available. whaaaaaaat ?
Watched Shinjuku Incident, but before that, we had trouble saying the title of the movie

Marvin said " shin .. ju .. something something "
I confidently said " shinjuku alliance "

and the girl just replied so it's 3 tix for Shinjuku Incident. *Smacks head*
Had trouble deciding on where to sit. Good movie I'd say.

Marvin and Hazwandi experienced first hand of my driving abilities. Hey, driving Estima is no easy feat.

bla bla bla ..
im tired .. ((:

2009-03-30T15:51:00.004+08:00

I think my TL is retarded. His breath stinks from the cigarette he smokes. Then again, it stinks so bad that almost the whole team dosent know what brand he smokes? Maybe he plucks his own pubes and roll it into his own cigarette ? I totally abhor him ever since he gave me a 'B'grading for my National Service.

Fcking arsehole, I worked my ass off and only got a 'B' ? Country of Merit my ass.
Did i mentioned that he will always try to join into our conversation only to get told off by me especially when it's regarding the LAW or the procedures in court. Hello Old man, I've been there countless times and have read the abnormally thick law books.

Ok enough about him
Im going shopping later .. YEAH !!
... and im going to fetch her from work after that ...

I love my Cow Print shirt.
It's Unique right ?

I cant wait for September. Done with National Service and off to Indonesia to learn the art of black magic. Slap yourself if you actually believed me.

Im going there to learn how my old man operates his business.

2009-03-25T17:11:00.002+08:00

Updates Updates Updates !
Yes I know I have not been updating the blog. This routine life is coming to an end. Dont worry, I dont plan to commit suicide or anything .. but ..

YES ! 5 more months.
im gonna fcking ORD.
Goodbye smelly blue uniform after carrying dead bodies.
no more ppl speaking to me in mandarin when my name tag clearly spells "MUHD HAZMI"

Im still waiting for NUS and SMU for their acceptance letter.
Fck y'all. I know the LAW society is biased.

I miss my secondary school mates. 5A1'05 ..
How we made our Social Studies teacher cried.
How Mrs Heng was fcking racist ... fck that bitch.
How Mr Rao was scolding and i ended up laughing thinking he was joking.
How Mr Ho threatened us with corrections should we fail
How we ignored Mdm Ho and her pleas to collect our Homework. LOL i only handed in once the entire year ?

How Wei Keat was such a pussy.
ya ya ya .. this will never end.

Okay fine ...
Hazmi is seeing somebody. You dont need to know who. Hope it's not unrequited.
First 2 dates was fun. Especially when KRAUSER is involved isnt that right Nao ?

That should be good enuff for now.
Im dreading to go work. Why ? coz my Team Leader is such a dumb pussy.

2009-01-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

So It's 2009. 9 mths until this cursed existence comes to an end.
So, should I stay in SG to do my honours or overseas.

After that ?
Do law or .... ?

In a dilemma.
Suddenly I have this weird idea of signing on with the SAF
They say " With great powers, comes great responsibility "
I beg to differ, for it would be " with good honours, comes a nice Captain rank "

So how ?
LAW OR SAF ... ?

Oh yes, can I just be toy boy ?
Sleeping with a rich old hag ? HAHAHAHAAH
Like they say, MAINTENANCE FREE !!

2008-12-29T01:22:00.002+08:00

He who thought that she will never appear before him

The Cloud, who floats and protects from an Independent view

She drifted pass him, oblivious of his existence.

The highlight of it; she's smiling ... finally ...

2008-12-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

There she weaves by night and day
A magic web with colours gay.
She has heard a whisper say,
A curse is on her if she stay

2008-12-21T20:03:00.002+08:00

Personal Record: Hours of not sleeping = 30hrs

No more the owner of an awesome long fringe that touches the nose

A standing oviation to the bangs !

This world is filled with filth
While weapon changes through time
The only weapon that went unchanged is the human body

I no longer want to play golf, i think.
I dont want to putt,chip the golf ball

I want to throw 1-2s and hooks
then again, why cant I do both?

I pray that I have a peaceful working day tomorrow
Im getting numb looking and carrying dead bodies.

2008-12-18T23:05:00.002+08:00

Today is one of the shittiest day of work.
What's with the trend of people comitting suicde ? This is not Japan yo =/
Interested in the story ? PM me in MSN.

Was working with this reservist who told me his best friend can see ghost.
You know in MacRitchie where we see water ripples and thinking it's some cute turtle?

Well, his friends said that those ripples are all heads floating. All of them chinese. Why? Go read your history books about WW2 in Singapore.

Oh oh, one more thing. His friend was raised from young that ghost does not exist. So whenever he encounters one, he thinks it just some normal human.

His friend is a Catholic and have not seen a Muslim Cemetry. So he brought his friend to some place ( I cant remember where ) and soon they were at the bus stop. Behind the bus stop was a muslim cemetry. His friend having no idea asked him " Hey, is there some park or something behind us ? and what's with the those lump of stones protruding out of the ground ? " The reservist just told his friend that he would tell him later. His friend, was really into it and was asking him.

The reservist asked why and his friend told him " well, i see a lot of people behind us. From old people to Mother and kids running around " " ..... " the reservist bloody ran all the way until he cant even remember where.

Stop asking me to get a girlfriend please.
What's the rush eh ?

2008-12-15T01:02:00.002+08:00

MC MC MC ((:
and 2 days to boot !

rest rest rest. Medicine making me sleeeepy.
I got what i wanted in National Service and that's getting my rank all the SGT.
9 mths left .. this is getting boring.

Im off to sleep

2008-12-09T21:48:00.002+08:00

The Computer have went for some serious changes.
Firstly it's totally brand new which really burnt a hole in the LV wallet.

Secondly, I almost got killed when i was driving just now. Im not a sexist or anything but, this female driver thinks that if she signalled, she immediately have the right of way. NO BITCH, NO !!

Oh well,
I tried the new Mercedes SLX 300.
Thanks to Uncle Desmond !!

Im feeling like shit as usual.
Man,can i just ORD soon ?

Coach, let me release stress at the gym the next time kae ?

2008-10-29T22:48:00.005+08:00

For once, SPF got some good news. NPCO which stands for Neighbourhood Police Centre Officers ( Yes, i know it sounds very funny )will get a rise in their vocation allowance. Which results in it being increased from 100 to 150. In conclusion SC/SGT Hazmi will be bringing back 1k/mth. For NSF, it's damn lot.

Try asking your boyfriends,brothers and they would definitely agree. Hey, Im not even an NS Inspector nor a Officer in the SAF,SCDF.

Ok random time.
One reason I do not msg the girl i like who is already attached is because I do not want to be a cause of their problems (If there is ever is) Tsk Tsk, so ladies dont think im ignoring you ((:

and dont go saying "msg, as friends what "
Coz, firstly, I still like you
and that guys dont really like the notion of "msg,as friends what" shit.

Hello Sc/Sgt

Gone were the days of being a corporal

Gift from Granny ((:

2008-10-21T15:04:00.002+08:00

Ok fine,
Yesterday was double happiness.

Today i met my granny and she bought for me a watch
EMPORIO ARMANI ~ Thanks a load Granny

It Costs 3XX.XX ((:
Im a happy boy

This October sure is happening for me ((:
Lets pray that it's always this way until I become dust.

PS: I find the song "When I grow up" by the Pussycat dolls damn annoying. =/

2008-10-20T20:11:00.003+08:00

WOW
Im supposed to be on a break but damn ! I just gotta blog today
due to the massive free time i have.

Reason?
I've fallen sick and got 2 days of MC.

I got two pieces of awesome news !!
Firstly, I passed the paper i retook for my law exam.
So yes ! Hello DIPLOMA ((:

Secondly,
I got promoted to Sgt. Thank you god !
Now, i have to eat my awful medicine. ):

ciao

2008-10-06T17:51:00.002+08:00

When i was having my night shift. I received a call from dad saying my granny was hospitalised. So, being a good grandson i quickly fly there after work.

Good thing is, she was warded at NUH instead of the usual Mount Elizabeth Private hospital. So i walked and walked and finally realised after 10mins that i was lost. Yes,go ahead and laugh. Seriously, the nurse gave me the wrong direction.

So granny was at a A1 ward. Whole room to herself with a sofa-bed.
Yes, Granny is loaded.

Im going to NUH again ..
She's going for an operation.

Work tomorrow. FUCK ~

2008-10-02T22:50:00.003+08:00

2nd day of Hari Raya ! no, I did not go visiting.
Instead, I hit town with my sisters for some kick ass retail therapy.
So i spent XXX.XX. All the items were from Japan. Burnt a hole yep.

Bla bla bla.
Back to boxing
More pics to be uploaded.. somewhere in the future .. i guess.

Im tired. Going with girls will definitely make guys tired.
THE END.

2008-09-30T23:06:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim
Happy Holidays to the others.

It's over. 14hrs of abstainance is no more.
So with that over, I will forgive all those who offended me. You're lucky ! there were times i just felt like slitting your throats.

Bah, Gym session and jogging was'nt that fun actually.
So many things to write but i dont have the mood.

One thing i would not do again and that would be.
If i like somebody, tell her.

Hazmi you're such an anus

F1 goes ZOOM

2008-09-28T05:15:00.002+08:00

So i reached home at 4am. If it wasnt for the title you people might think i'd gone clubbing. Then again, those who knows me know i dont.

Anyhow, im so tired. I finished my night shift and i reached home at 10, took my nap and woke up at 3. Reached my NPC by 4. bla bla bla bla .. all the way to 4am when im finally home.

First night race ehhhh ?
I've always like F1, but watching it live is a total diff exp. Firstly, without ear plugs you'd prolly go deaf. Secondly, Singaporeans are kinda stupid. Seriously, how the fuck can you take shot with your HP camera when the car is going at speed up to 300km/h ? Even my eyes have trouble keeping up with the cars.

Oh yes, the ladies there were dressed to kill.
First person from the opposite sex who came up to me for directions was very generous.She didnt wore any bra and i could see everything.

From Japanese,Singaporeas,Fins, etc ..
and stuff happened.

2008-09-23T21:11:00.002+08:00

CARS. I want my own please.

So, my virgin drive was given to the family Toyota Estima. Huge car, but damn I can see the traffic way ahead.

So the cars i drove would be
1) Toyota Estima
2) Subaru WRX
3) Toyota Altis
4) Toyota Corolla
5) Mazda 323
6) Mitsubishi EVO 3
7) Mitsubishi Lancer
8) Mazda 3
9) Mazda Rx8
10) The police van ?

Hmm, the all time fav would be the RX8. Fucking cool Rotary Engine.
Difference between the Rx7 and Rx8 ?
Rx7 = more power
Rx8 = More Balanced.

Gee, dad bought himself an IPHONE. Damn ghey laaa.
Oh, did i mentioned a new line ? Yes, a new line

Overseas diff, Local diff. Confusing la Paaa

Intuition

2008-09-21T14:56:00.002+08:00

Im the kind of person who trusts his instincts a lot.
However, i need evidence to prove myself. Wah like in court room eh ?

See, I got it right. Though i'm no in way happy laaa.
Taking leave sure is good. I dont have to attend to fucking stupid members of public that will call the Police for every little things. Also, I can start training again. Awesomeee (:

RANDOM TIME

My dear girl Vanessa called me Hitmonchan.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hitmonchan#Hitmonchan

Oh yeah,once i was on the train and this Japanese tourist came up to this group of sch kids to ask for directions. Sure with his Japanese accent, it sounded funny at first but hey, it sounded pretty decent. This idiots spoke to him too fast which left him quite lost. Best thing, they left at the next stop.

Try going to Japan. They wont talk to you unless you speak Japanese. Even if you do, if they speak too fast and just leave you like that, DAMN.

I bet you're going to stand there like an erected penis in the middle of Tokyo.

Right,
What should i wear later ? troublesome ...

2008-09-20T23:08:00.002+08:00

2 days straight,

I've tried to chase this assholes. Obviously, with the equipment that weighs heavily and the shoes that are supposed to be used in the office I couldnt get them. To top it off, they were running for their lives.

I need my own car
I need money
I need to get my LLB Honours
I need to finish NS fast.

Deployed for F1, Hellooooo Grid girls ((:
Met a friend who told me this
" Mi, you're still young. Flirt around and have fun "

LOL

Jokes

2008-09-16T18:47:00.003+08:00

I love jokes, all kinds ~
so yep, i shall write 2 jokes i heard today that made me laugh. Though it's much hilarious if you heard it upfront. Ah,fck it.

A short one
1) Father: Son, when there's a will there's a way !
Son: No dad, when there's a will there's a relative

Get it ? you sucked bad if you dont.

2) Man was eating when his wife came up to him and smacked him with a frying pan. Annoyed, he asked why and his wife answered him with " I found a piece of paper in your pants. It said "Jenny". Man replied " It was the horse I betted on!" Wife apologised and left. Next day during dinner. Wife took a bigger frying pan and smacked him unconcious. He woke up in the hospital and asked "And.. what is that for?"

The wife replied
" Your horse called ~ "

OMG,LOL LOL ((:
funny shit made my day.
well,getting tasered just now wasnt that pleasent.

this is what you get when the brothers get bored after
dinner.

and the aftermath of their boredom.
War ~ im ranked 3rd !
Yes,this is WOW ( World of Warcraft )

2008-09-15T10:27:00.004+08:00

work sucked as usual
in-service tomorrow, there goes the off day !

ooooh oooh, i've been getting question about the quote from the previous entry.
Honestly it's not mine.

It's from a show
I think this particular character is fucking awesome because he managed to trick everyone into believing his story. to top it off, his fucking powerful.

OMG, PWNZ ~
So yep, If i were a girl i would fangirl over him, build a mini-shrine and stuff. HAAHHA.

DAMN, is it me or during the fasting month there are more hot babes in Bt Batok?

Perception

2008-09-12T20:42:00.002+08:00

People live their lives bound by what they accept as correct and true. That's how they define "reality".
But what does it mean to be "correct" or "true?" Merely vague concepts... their "reality" may all be a mirage.
Can we consider them to simply be living in their own world, shaped by their beliefs?

Yaaa, what a boring september.
Gee, I heard my promotion would be delayed latest by January ? sucks yo ~

Ah,sometimes i hate my instincts.

2008-09-11T11:04:00.002+08:00

Fuck,I cant believed that exactly one year ago at this time I was sitting inside the Multi Purpose Hall in HTA listening to why guys serve NS.

The day I lost my beautiful hair. The day I was ENLISTED
1 year left ~ and hello pink IC and to Societyyyy.

So i take that as i lost.
Im on a losing streak.

If this was like a video game,i would have load my saved data

2008-09-07T15:58:00.002+08:00

Definitely the most busiest Police day of my life.

1) from not being able to have my morning meal before fasting.
2) chasing a chopper-wielding drunkard through Bukit Batok Central
3) Attended a Suicide Case.

Nasty I'd say
The neck broke, and it turned beyond human limits.
The brain was oooooozing out.

Blood blood blood.
Maybe it's a good thing i didnt eat ?
Man, i hate suicide cases. It brings back memories that i definitely want to forget.

I ... ermm ....
nvm, it's hopeless to even think about it.

2008-09-05T23:20:00.002+08:00

Looking forward every week for the lastest URBAN issue.
Jessica Tan is DEFINITELY one of the best Miss Singapore ever.

URBAN + Jessica Tan = A very happy Hazmi
Even though his day sucked when he had to run from 15th - 4th chasing this monkey who stole others shoes. Knn ..

Very tired from work.
People say curiousity killed the cat
I beg to differ
I almost killed the cat when it just dashed across the road

when going online is no longer fun

2008-09-03T18:32:00.002+08:00

Hmmm she's 19 with a son aged 2.
Soooo, she had him when she was 17 ?
Her husband is 21. I dont know what he's doing but damn ! ( .......... ) fuuu.
Spousal Violence is ANNOYING.

What was i doing when i was 17 ?
In school, O levels.

If you dont know, I didnt have a good relationship with my father during that year. We fought often.In case you dont know, he did my JAE/DAE without me knowing. Oh well that's done.

Dad told his sons to work together to take over the company. AWEEESOME

I dont see the link of having a LV wallet to being classified as a regular in the SPF
So I just told the aunty at the coffeeshop it was a gift from my old man.

I have yet to hit someone with my baton.
I think it's too brutal, don't you think ?

2008-09-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

To arrest a fellow muslim on the fasting month simply sucked
To almost getting punched simply doubled the already sucky feeling

then again,
To be back home sure is nice.

Sometimes you just dont know what went wrong.
Somtimes you just think all of this is bullshit

then again,
Sometimes you just dont want to give up.

Fasting month.
It's just like weight management for boxing.
Only difference is that, we dont train.

Chemistry huhhh ?
how troublesome ..

Damn no food. Sucks to be back home late after work.

2008-08-31T09:33:00.002+08:00

Finally, I understood the meaning of " go with the flow "
Yaaaa, and Jamie's a meanie

Shall put up some videos of my boxing matches if i got the mood.
Prolly some pictures of the aftermath as well.

A Match in October, right after Raya. Like finally
Then again, I lost the will to fight. Fuck.

So many things to be done.
Yet everything is on hold

It's either I do it or pretend it never happened.

1-2 and a knockdown. Awesome

LL.B

2008-08-29T14:36:00.002+08:00

I'm so going to fucking complete my LL.B Honours
Going to study until i grow tons of pimples and grow white hair.
So that I can score a first class

AND
Get an invitation to do my Barrister over at Middle Temple.
Just like my mentor and Our MM LKY.

Hey, at least i know what i want in life (:

Ahh, Family outing tomorrow.
after so long.

History does repeat itself

2008-08-27T23:35:00.002+08:00

I cant friggin sleep.
and I have to wake up before 6.

Had this funny conversation with my brother about marriage.
Brother " when to get married eh mi ? "
Me " ahah! shit man, i dont know. No money how to get married "
Brother " Precisely ! dowry itself minimum 10k "
Me " add this and that minimum 50k ? "
Brother " no, minimum dont get married la "
Me " wait, first thing first. Both of us single ? "

- looks at each other - * continue with our own stuff *

1 year to completing NS
1 year to SEA GAMES
1 year to be able to vote.

I need to sleep, somehow.

when your judgement is clouded

2008-08-25T11:39:00.003+08:00

The shittiest thing you can get is having your complainant to be your ex-teacher.
Mdm Sharifah, the Home Econs teacher ? The one going around catching girls with short skirt ?

Ah yes, I cant really say what happened.

Ya know in dreams when you thought you moved and in reality you actually did ?
Aye, I dreamt that i was boxing and I punched,only to discover I punched the wall.

Awesome.

Wow, the fasting month is fast approaching.

You know how our beloved Singapore imports almost every necessities that the citizens requires?

to rice
to water
to oil
to cars
to weapons
to IT products
to Professors
..
........
.............

to even prostitutes =/

trying to balance both confidence and arrogance.

2008-08-23T19:24:00.004+08:00

No one thought a NS man could do it.
I proved them wrong !

Cos im prolly the first Full-time NS man who managed to rebond his fringe.
Shitty thing is, my Team leader will prolly chew me

Work tomorrow, fuckkk
Who the hell works on a Sunday? Police officers !
Belardie Shiethoule.

Why do I keep hearing things like
" Go with the flow "
" You dont plan things in r/s "
" If you like her, tell her "

Ah geez.
I dont really like to post pics of myself.
here goes,

If i ever get a gf, I promise to love her like how I love my LV collection and Boxing.

Of coz im joking you anal.

that one step that i fear

2008-08-20T20:59:00.004+08:00

Sweet,usually you bring your hands to your face to scratch right?
After this gym session. It's the opposite. I felt like a fool for bringing my face to my hand to scratch.

Im so tired i cant even punch.
RP dragonboaters pretty arrogant.
Pretty girls though.

Ah fuck, im bored.
Anyone wants to date me tmr ?

in case you dont know,
My height is 175cm and i weigh 62.5kg

body fat 10% -.-

2008-08-19T23:28:00.002+08:00

No need to show everyone you love your gf.
Is love in the air ? Why the balls do i see so many couples at town just now?
Was like an outcast la. People dating and im so miserable going to boxing on such a beautiful night. Shoud have fucking took the car instead of the bus just now.

NOT !
Im single and im happy (for now)
If she comes by then im lucky.If not lan lan laa.

I met my dear girl Vanessa infront of Plaza Singapure just now. So i decided to drop by Starbucks for a drink before heading off to the gym. As usual, she insisted to pay and vice versa. ( Not cool laa to make girls pay ) Almost end up fightning, like usual. Such a nostalgic feeling.

At least something happened today instead of the usual
go training thingy.

Time to hit the gym after tmr ! after 3 long years.

2008-08-16T21:49:00.005+08:00

I hate puking.
Puked thrice during work. Thanks to the teh peng
So, i thought by eating something i would feel better.

GUESS NOT.
The food that cost me 4 bucks stayed less than 1hr in my system before it came out from where it came in. Like abstract laaaa.

I almost puked on this young punks. Couldnt take it already.
Was totally "szeh" by then.

I dont like looking down on others
but if you dont do something for yourself then dont blame
others if they call you worthless.

I would say
Your worthless just like the
hair in between your ass crack.

To take MC or not to take ?

I feel likea boring person now.
The only two things that are taking up my time are
1) Police life
2) Boxing

Fucking sad lehhh
Its been quite some time since the 4 of us went out
to eat,gossip and shop. Busy busy busy.

RANDOM : Too old for youth olympics ):
: Coach will be sending men for SEA Games (:
: I may be getting a car from my old man >.<

wow,look what i found ! ((:

2008-08-14T17:55:00.002+08:00

Off days are loved.
Work aint too bad, had to fucking chase this lil bastard who molested some women that is not worth his trouble.

We were at the wrong place at the wrong time.
Sucks to be running in full uniform meant for office work
Sucks to be running with approx 4kg on your waist.
Sucks to be running with hush puppies.

However,
Im not called Hazmi for nothing ! (:
Janice be proud coz i protected Bt Batok.

Attended this case at Millennia Institute around 8? STOOPID alarm.
Anyhows, i fck this group of students that were happily riding around the school without wearing helmet. Assholes still can smile and wave at me.

Wanted to summon them, bah ! dont wanna trouble myself.
Im gonna go run.

2008-08-14T17:11:00.003+08:00

Watch,
and give your perspective on what you would have done.
In the long run ? immediate action ?

Gee,even i was lost.

2008-08-12T22:48:00.003+08:00

I'm praying hard that my Team leader will approve my leave.
I wont bother explaining how it goes, but if it's approved, i will be off from work from

22 - 31 Aug
Oh yeah,
NO fucking cases
NO stupid people.

Will be going boxing on all the days. The skin on my knuckles will prolly tear.
After 3 years, i will finally hit the gyms again. haaaaaa ~

I need jogging khakis.
and shopping.

OMG,my eyebrow is a mess now. pffft

it's like getting ready to throw a counter
but the timing keeps changing.

2008-08-10T19:15:00.003+08:00

It sucked to have missed NDP due to work. Though i think it would even sucked more if i had to be deployed on NDP during my off days.

Been following the Olympic games.
Only the Boxing matches that is.

It's like this,boxers exercises invovles
1) running ! ( day in and day out we run as though we're packed mules )
2) skipping ( rhythm and stamina )
3 weights ( the back muscles produces the punching power )
4) hitting the sandbags,mitts .. etc ...

Train for months BUT for an amateur boxer in the Olympics
The matches is like 4 rounds of 2mins. With 30sec of rest after every round.
So, i've been asked why bother doing that shit for fightning less than 10mins ?

EASY.
When you draw blood from your opponent. It feels good.
Winning is even better, esp when your opponents eyes are both puffed up.
Right Wandi ? (:

Cant wait to get my SGT, 950/mth. First thing First, bring the family out for dinner.

wake up,we dont live in fairy tales (:

knowing hazmi part 2 (:

2008-08-08T23:00:00.004+08:00

What is wrong with people today?
fuckkkkkk.

ok part 2 ! random ones.
1) 4th kid out of 6.
2) About my old man, he's into dealing with mineral ores and shipping enough said.
3) Mum is the minister of home affairs.
4) He taught himself how to play Chess.
5) In case you dont know, I play golf. I USED to be ranked in Singapore. Cool eh?
6) a 2nd Degree blackbelt in Tae kwon do.
7) His malay sucked so bad,he dont even know what you call a boxer in malay. =.=
8) He eats chocolate everyday, say hello to diabetes soon hazmi
9) I know boxing dosent appeal much to girls, coz hey,we wear oversize trunks with oven like gloves puching the shit out of each other.
10) Oh yes, please support when i have my match kayyy ? (:

I pray that my old man will have a safe flight back home and to have the contract clinched.

random rants.
I SO LOVE GIRUGAMESH
I get jealous of couples going jogging together.
I still sucked at parking.

GIRUGAMESH VOCALIST SATOSHI (:

2008-08-07T21:36:00.002+08:00

Fever is killing me.
short post before sleeping. Working tomorrow anyway.

I love the new kitten. Will come running to me whenever i get home and woo there goes my toe. Bite Bite Bite.

I once read this *ahem* Women magazine. Survey showed that women find guys who can cook/bake sexy.

FUCKINDOODLEDOOO
I can bake, so that makes me sexy huhhh ?
Brownies
Double Choc Cake.
Choc Chip Cookies

yes,everything is chocolate (:
Okay im dying here.

2008-08-06T18:54:00.003+08:00

I think my luck has run out.
From getting punched,spit and kicked on, i thought it couldnt get any worse. WRONG !
A complainant had to come into my NPC at around 3am just to change the address on his NRIC.

Fair enough,
I was alone, my partner was resting. He keeps calling me handsome. Then when everything was settled, i passed him back his NRIC only for him to start touching my hand like how a bf would touch his girl. FUCK ?

Asked me if i was single. Asked for my email. Freaky can
I wanted to ask him if he wanted a punch in the face or a .38 bullet through his skull.

Hey,if it's someone i fancy by all means we can even do it inside the station.

I'M JUST JOKING FOOL.
My partner got puked on by a drunkard. Nasty.

I so need to see a medium to get my luck back.
Wait,just pray more i guess.

Contemplating to do a PART II on knowing hazmi.

enough with people asking if im single,maybe i do fancy someone
but hey,it takes time (:

thrashed

2008-08-04T23:18:00.005+08:00

What a day. Was practically engaged from 1230 - 1930.
Do i have this sign "hit me!" whenever i wear the blue uniform ?

Well,it seems that way ya know. I got freaking spitted and kicked by this complainant. Drunkard fcking bastard.

I did justice to my coach though. I showed that big white ape why i am one of Coach's promising boxers.

damn,my uniform is all bloody thanks to him.It reeks of alcohol thanks to him.
i got injuries on the arm thanks to him.

you dont get this shit in the ARMY do you now ?

I realised life would be so different if i entered Saint Andrews to receive my primary and secondary education. Me a saints ? Now that's weird.

Ya know,i'm no fool yo.
It's not rocket science.

if i ever invite you to watch my fights,
would you come and support me ?

3years ago,i had this funny feeling in me.
hey,can i try again? (:

knowing hazmi (:

2008-08-03T21:34:00.003+08:00

Well, some people dont really know me at all.
So,before the clocks strikes 12am

You're going to get abit more knowledgable about a young man name Hazmi.
It's in point form. Dont freak out (:

Today's night lesson would be his preference on girls.
So those reading and thinks mimi would fit your other gf's criteria,tag me!
Then again,it's not that easy okaaay ?

Ok let's go !
1)Reserved feminine girls with long hair. ~.~ dont ask why.
2)DONT BE LOUD. Im not deaf. Appropriate time and place.you're not a minah/lian
3)Logical and practical.We dont live in fairy tales
4)Strong willed. Not stubborn,totally different okayyy
5)who thinks law students are cool and not liars.
6)i dont mind paying, but do realise his NS pay is not in thousands. >.<
7)Is shy towards the opposite sex,so dont think he's ignoring you.
8)He dosent really care about whatyoudid with your ex. everyone deserve a 2nd chance.
9)If i keep quiet,dosent mean im okay with it.Im just thinking of the proper time.
10)One will who watch and support me from ringside as i box (:

May be im asking too much, that's why im stil single?
hey,i cant be fucking bothered nor interested in short term relationships ya'know.
Im getting old (20) ..

so by 30 i should be doing the 3 M's
Making Money as a Lawyer
Married
Making Monkeys, i mean children.

there! do you feel as though you just got smarter ? do ya ? ((:

2008-08-02T23:50:00.003+08:00

At home finally.

Let's see, hmm the musical eh? cant really remember the title cause it was not that fantastic. I thought this was like Spectrum. Where the band will play and what not. Got cheated laaaa.

The skin on the right knuckles are like peeled off. Thanks to boxing in the morning.
I cant stand the annoying kids just now.
I feel like biting them to death.
I should have seriously drove there. Fckk..

Wandi's junior was amazingly annoying
The Student Councillior was not organised. Disappointed in you laaa
Actually, the whole thing was shitty. Great company made it fun (:

Lil bengs and lians so cute.With their 2 toned skinny jeans.
Drinking soya bean milk when you're hungry doesnt help esp if you're a guy

It lowers your sperm count. THAT'S BAD.
and you're still hungry.

1-2's,Counters and footwork
my boxing

all i can say is wow (:

2008-08-01T17:34:00.003+08:00

Ignorant people should just rot in the gutters.
Front desk duties sucked even more than getting hit in boxing.

An elderly complainant who thought i was chinese said that i should get married with a beautful chinese girl. I dont know why. This was translated by her two daughters. Oh,she was updating her address on her NRIC. I merely replied, auntie recommend la.

Im taking off today.
Im going boxing tomorrow.
Im still freaking out, cause i dont know what to wear. :/

If the kiddies tomorrow pisses me off, im so gonna flash my warrant card
and

STRIP SEARCH THEM ALL. XP

PS: I was jogging alone at night and i thought Darth Vader was behind me. He was practically wheezing.

2008-07-30T18:58:00.002+08:00

Ok, some ranting to be done
I dont feel like driving on saturday coz dad is noisy.
I think the secondary school kids deserved to be slapped a few times
I got nice eyebrows now.
I dont think im vain, it's all about first impression ya know (:

I think some guys are real assholes
and that some girls are just plain annoying.

It's because of this assholes that genuinely nice guys dont get their chance.
I also dont get it why girls like bad boys. WHYYY ah ?

I think my theory and logical reasoning hits the spot right ?
sad, she wont say it's right or wrong. =/

2008-07-29T10:39:00.002+08:00

Police life can be really a bitch one moment
and fucking exciting the next.

I got this message, husband beating up the wife.
but turned out, husband punched the officer, well later part la. I was asking him to move back, repeated warnings and told him if he still insist on touching his wife i have to arrest him. At first he complied then he turned and threw a punch at my face.

NO ONE CAN TOUCH MY FACE OKAYYY. Later value drop HOW !?
pushed my partner aside and got hit on the shoulder. fucking fat fuck, so much strength, pain laaaaaa. I think my FTO ( field training officer ) really snapped. He immediately put that fatass in an armlock and threw him on the floor. Hey, i was about to him back ya know. Arrested him . . . fck ..

That was exciting. It was rather boring during the first half of the tour. Well thanks to the girl who counted her nuggets everytime at macs who accompanied me thru the night. Fuuuu thanks ahhhh .. (:

Getting punched for 690/mth is not worth it i tell ya.

2008-07-26T23:35:00.002+08:00

after 1yr ..
i have officially give up on her (:

why stick to one tree when the whole forest is out there.
the suppressed feelings, seeping out

I will bite anyone to death
if you dare cross path with me.

Samurai

2008-07-25T10:17:00.003+08:00

The Samurai protects the Lord and the People
Fearless in battle, with his unwavering loyalty.

While people may see the samurai with the code of bushido as immortals in the battlefield
What lies underneath the armour and that blood tainted katana that he wields
is a young man; survivor of many battles

At every end of the battle,
He thought to himself " I protect the people, but who will give their care and concern to me "

work

2008-07-21T10:29:00.002+08:00

A Quick one.
Just finish night shift. It's suppose to be my first off, but ya know. Police force will take the every possible oppurtunity to make you work during off days. Why ? with fcking peanut pay and helluva workload who wants to sign on other than passion?

Was Patrolling near Bukit Batok nature park. Was bored and decided to "find" some wild durians. Foot patrol that area UNTIL ..

Nah,no ghost. Just couple making out. Pfft
The girl was totally naked. Gonna be a mat here for a moment. " SEXY SIOOOOL " and the guy was fucking ugly. LoL (:

Came into their presence when the guy was at his climax. Hilarious i tell ya.
So on and so forth .. Let's skip.

Ever seen a Probation officer and his trainee officer sleeping together ?
Obviously i cant post up the picture for safety reasons.

Oh yeah, the girl was an air stewardess. So yeah,can say perfect. Or was it too dim that my eyesight failed me ?

So yeah, NO DURIAN. FUCCCK
To Janice, i was at your blk last night (:

flower

2008-07-18T20:52:00.003+08:00

If i was a flower growing wild and free
all i wanted you to be was my sweet honey bee.

well, i haven't actually gave up hope on you ya know.
nevermind, until you get tired of her

i will be waiting.
for i am different than all those jerks

or that's what every guy says la.
Then again, i got proof

JAMIE said i will make a good bf. AHAHAH.

For my maiden,
for every sixty seconds that you have spend being upset, remember that you lost a minute of happiness that you will never get back.

The cloud that is floating and protecting you from an independent view is here.
I will give my very best to .. make it happen ...

jinx

2008-07-16T11:44:00.003+08:00

Few days of not updating, i know .. i'm a very tired man.
Trip overseas was a blast. Crazy i'd tell ya.

Back to Policing life. Been going back real late this few days. Thanks to back to back arrest when im going to report off. Not cool, definitely.

I think my bank account and myself are jinxed.
whenever i have this XXXX.XX amount in my account. I swear to god there is something out there that will reduce the amount of it. If it was reduced by my own i couldnt be bothered.

fuck this unforseen circumstances.
fuck, i'm going to study real hard after my ns
fuck, i'm going be a lawyer
fuck, i'm going to earn big bucks
fuck, i'm gonna fuck after all this is done. i mean get married and get kids. pfft.

lucky assholes who were born with a silver spoon in their mouth
not having to work their ass and getting whatever their parents earned.

and usually it's a lot. fuck this and that ..
i whine a lot.

shut up.

words

2008-07-12T15:46:00.002+08:00

i always thought i was damn good with it. Words that is
Apparently,i made a mistake yesterday.

It's either the usage of wrong words.
Or the interpretation of the sentence.
My guess would be the former. I sincerely apologise if you were offended. I have no intention to mean that way.

To sum it up,yesterday was a shit day.
WAS supposed to finish work at 730pm,due to an arrest being made i only left NPC at 1030.

Sergeant this september baby ~
950/month .. is a blessing from god himself for us NS MEN.

love

2008-07-09T19:00:00.003+08:00

There are times when people are better off as friends instead of a couple.
Reason being if it did'nt work out, their precious friendship will disappear.
I have once made that decision but never actually told her until a few days ago.

I am not that kind of person who have loads of confidence when it comes to rship.
Therefore, i dont get emotionally hurt. 1 reason that contributes to it is that im a pussy when it comes to this things. Flirting and being genuinely in love is different.

And can i say this ? fCk this,that and that that that.
Gah ! I wish i can bite some people dead !!

JAMIEEEEE if you're reading my blog then. TA-DA !

Well, at least people realise my qualities. Pffft ...

2008-07-06T17:30:00.004+08:00

Been a long time since i had those cheap ice cream being sold by those uncle along the streets. I was watching boxing then i heard this bell ringing. I was wondering why the bell rang quite fast. HA ! my mistake, it was the ice cream man. i jumped up and look at my kid brother who was DOTA-ing. You heard that ? He say yeah ! i gave him money at said let's go ! WAHHHH so long since i last seen my brother sprint down the stairs. LOLs Now im having the urge to go to the loo.

Boxing is fun. random i know. shut up

forge forward

2008-07-03T23:24:00.003+08:00

everyone around me are having a blast of a time in life..
envious ...

Mist is having fun. Kudos to you bro.
Thunder is close but not so ...
Rain .. err .. let's skip.

im sick of this shit.
damn it.

err..
nvm ...........

read

2008-07-02T01:02:00.002+08:00

complainants can be so stupid at times.
dont assume everyone can speak mandarin.

i dont look like chi do i ? mayb with long hair and this that maybbb.
complainant started yapping her trap off in mandarin.

i could only stop and give the "uhhh" look. it was too fast !
and only then she read my name tag that was written as " MUHD HAZMI "

and so goes " you not chinese ? "
i wanted to go " OH HOW IS HAZMI CHINESE HUHHHH ? " * plus a few slaps *

and please it's HAZMI and not HAM ZI. fucking understand or not ?
but i went "No ma'am i'm not " settled.

escorting an accused of unsound mind is scary.

The Assassin

2008-06-28T21:27:00.002+08:00

The Assassin Dragon with his katar ready,aimed for the vitals.
However before he could make his kill,the prince came into the room.
Sensing danger,Dragon blend into the shadows again.

The prince was somewhat different from the other princes Dragon had killed.
Dragon decided to hold back,taking out both of them was not an issue but the hassle of it was otherwise.
Sensing that the guards would be more alert as dawn is approaching,
Dragon withdrew and would possibly give up this contract.

For the Creed he follows.
Stay your blade from the flesh of an innocent.
Hide in plain sight.
Do not compromise the brotherhood

lesson learnt

2008-06-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

there was once a rookie boxer who wanted to practice his technique.So he tried it in the toile.

Punches were okay,until he tried his footwork.Forgetting the floor was wet considering he just finished bathing. He almost fell.

HAZMI WAKE UP YOUR FUCKING IDEA.
ok thanks. im awake now.

I hate being an NPCO ya know. The work and stress level is beyond our wildest imagination.

So i've decided to swap my position with an office boy in the same station.Though i maybe getting a pay cut, i will be able to do part time studies and go boxing often.

Why put my life on the line ? with pay equivalent to peanuts ?

luck

2008-06-26T11:49:00.003+08:00

Some people are just born with helluva luck.
Yesterday,i attended a case of industry accident.

Text of msg was:
"A 7tonne iron fell on my worker .. need help immediately "

My FTO (field training officer) or in short,my probation officer and myself went like," Fuck ? this is bad .. "

My FTO went on saying he got all this funny cases when he partners me.I merely replied that sure sure, but end up we dont have to do anything.

I was prepared to see some splattered cells all over .. but .. Lucky ! only his foot got trapped. So no splattered cells,no blood,no CSI shit ..

7 Tonne,he didnt die and escaped with a swollen feet.
To this certain caller .. you are indeed pretty ! pretty stupid that is. Who will leave their handphone near an open window and goes to work ? Whoooo ? except for you that is.

Work tonight .. fuckkkk ....
I want my sergeant rank !

2008-06-23T21:38:00.003+08:00

i just had to make a double post
Never attempt to change the way nature works.

If 1 is 1 .. then it WILL and MUST be one. 2,3 .. etc ..
Not 1 is 2 or 2 is 1 ... i shall not insult your intellect any further.

That's so wrong. Why lehhhhhh ?
Good thing the Singapore Government have yet to accept homosexual.

Dont be like the United Kingdom. While Screwing the ass of another is criminally wrong. It's not for the gays in UK. Why you ask ? Where else can they stuff it in right?

Met a friend today after work. Was in full uniform, i always think this particular friend of mine is pretty.

so this is how the convo goes.
Jasmine " Hello Hazmi !"
Hazmi "Hello,Wow Jasmine is that you ? " ( she becoming even better laaa )
*skips the formalities*
Jasmine " So you joined the Police Force as a regular? you look good in uniform"
this is where i thought i can flirt abit .. however ..

Hazmi " NEVER.. by severe unfairness im serving NS,is that your friend ? "
Jasmine " Oh yes,Hazmi this is Chris.Chris this is Hazmi "
* deep down i dont see a chris,more like jane or something *
........... silence .........

Jasmine " you look tired "
Hazmi " just got back from work yeah.Hmm it's been awhile since we last chat maybe we could go lunch or something ? "
Jasmine " sure ! i'd love to "

by then .. MISS CHRIS was exuding this murderous intent and was giving me this stare.
awww come on, i'd kill ya in 3 secs.

Hazmi " OH! that's if your bf dont mind "
Jasmine " oh ! what are you saying .. dont worry "

true,never in a million years would i be.Just being polite that's all.
My gawd .. what's happening to this world.

NO MORE GOOD GUYS MEHH ?

returns

2008-06-23T20:45:00.001+08:00

back to Bukit Batok NPC
done with the Ops Capture.Been doing it for 3 weeks.

In Service tomorrow.A bloody way to spend our deserved off days. Seriously,why bother..

to Janice,here's the pic of the ring.

When you dont see the fruits of your labour.

anxiety

2008-06-21T21:59:00.003+08:00

Prior when the lonewolf Assassin Dragon got the contract,his heart was heavy with the burden of the consequences of his action.

Thoughts were furiously rushing in his head.
should this hit be successful,the brethens would hold me in high regard.
but.. if this fails,everyone in the empire will know me.

The feeling of uneasiness was gripping him, this have never happened.
..... she's just a few paces away,i can do this ........

indulgence

2008-06-20T19:53:00.002+08:00

bought bvlgari and some body spray.
my ever desired ring.

met a lot of GSS students. Well, my class of 05. Surprisingly,both in the same shop!
Rain,if you're reading this. I need to talk to you in private. Make yourself free please.

The Assassin brother Dragon was supported by his brethens,in particular brother Hawk.
He waited for the day that he would carry out the biggest hit in his career.
The mission was only described with one word " Princess "
Days become weeks and soon months.

It finally arrived ...
With his trusted katar,he blends with the shadow and the tranquility of the night ..

Vongola

2008-06-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

40hrs ! since i last slept.
Night shift which ended late really killed me. My partner was a trainee from TRACOM. Nice dude,but he slept the whole fucking night. Since i'm his senior guess i have to stay awake.

To make matters worst, i had Commanders Award Ceremony at 3.To commemorate my promotion. That ended around 5+. Met syaf at lot1 to have dinner and our usual talk cockseegirls session. My gawd,nurse are damn hot can.Especially in their uniform. Apparently this particular nurse at Long john. HOT (:
i saw abit too much about her ..

Pretty girls at arcade. Pretty girls everywhere. Thank you god !
Vongola rings coming tomorrow. Yes !

To help and see the guys being happy.
I feel good.

is this right ?

2008-06-18T00:26:00.003+08:00

WORK SUCKED. kthxbye.
Dont pretend as if you know how the organisation works. kthxbye.
My partner is JC student. Good luck for your NUS interview tmr dude.
Can engage in very intellectual coversation. Which is very much needed when doing this Operation.

confession is one thing.

being to go out with you is another.

build up on the relationship to see if it can blossom.

yet deciding if it's best we just stay as friends.

i will decide for what i see is right.

partner was asleep.. haha

LAW

2008-06-16T10:34:00.003+08:00

Well,dad said if the family financial status are back to when we were high flying. I may be going to UK to study.

“You can’t protect anything with VIOLENCE… that’s why I choose LAW!!”
Something i've decided before i started law.
Then again, Im a boxer who studies LAW,aint that fucking cool ?

I want my own car pa,seriously can ?
I always wonder if the bf is a gal or guy.

One of the many principle that i hold on to.
"No matter the reason,guys who raised their fist on women are SCUM"

<------- edit -------->
cloud was bored,so he decided to chat with rain who was doing his report.Rain had this funny subnick.So here goes..

マダラ // bite you dead says:
how can u let the flames begin ?
the dedicated heart - faith says:
dun use lubricant wen having sex
マダラ // bite you dead says:
EHHHH ... wtf ?
the dedicated heart - faith says:
sure got flame
the dedicated heart - faith says:
resistance babe
マダラ // bite you dead says:
be specific in the flame part ?
マダラ // bite you dead says:
OH
マダラ // bite you dead says:
wont that hurt ?
the dedicated heart - faith says:
understad now
the dedicated heart - faith says:
friction
マダラ // bite you dead says:
haha
the dedicated heart - faith says:
it's hot
the dedicated heart - faith says:
you get more orgasmic
the dedicated heart - faith says:
haha
マダラ // bite you dead says:
ahh, i've learnt something new today (:

then again,i always think the natural way is the best,don't ya ?

Ecstasy

2008-06-15T20:29:00.003+08:00

8km in 30mins.Fast or slow ?
Well,at any rate .. i have to get back to training.

Ever seen a policeman driving the police van at 110km/h with one had on the steering wheel and the other hand sms-ing ? Not to mention his license is only 2mths old.

I AM THAT SCREWED OFFICER.
Sorry,the after effect of watching Initial D influenced me to drive that way i did.

Sigh,she's not feeling well. Down the the chick pox.Poor thing.
Shall not elaborate. Only Mist and Rain knows that cloud is on Cloud9. (:

Happy father's day
Be a father through the normal way can ?

kthxbye

slack

2008-06-14T17:07:00.003+08:00

timecheck, 2hrs before im off to work.
This Corporal is one bored dude. Mas Selamat cannot be caught enuff said. If he can escape from the detention bay in whitely,Singapore is easier dont you think?

Nevermind,due to severe unfairness i have to find this dude.
I have not been training. Enuff said.

Quotes from a sparring match between My friend and myself.
Fren " Woot,my power punches can stop you anytime !"
Myself "that's true bro,but telegraphed punches can never hit me "

this goes on and on until coach tell us to shut it and continued sparring. LOL (:
this is bad ..

A New Beginning

2008-06-12T20:32:00.002+08:00

The Night is long,Dawn shall break
You lay there awake,knowing it's over
An irreversible change leads one to start anew
Praying and wishing that it was never true

The heavens soaring above the sky
Knowing it's too high you gave up and cry
Here i am,take my hand and let's fly
Journey with me and let the tears dry

Come with me ...

shackles

2008-06-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

*fuuu* it's been more than 24hours since i last slept. That's bad.
Going to write a short description about today and i'm going to pull an OBO in my entry today.

Got back home at 1130am. Was last due to the fact i was collecting my rank. I was a corporal WEF on 30th April but i only got it today. LOL 2 months ? ok fuck,moving on.Hmm err met the guys at 3pm head to town and bought Marvin's stuff head to taka bought Obo's chocs and met her. Im such a pussy, i hate myself.

Ok Fck it, shall not continue with a the story.
Let's do an obo here ~

Trapped in this illusion,

For he hopes his dream will be the reality.

Confidence being slowly consumed away.

It's eating the Prince himself.

This shackles pinning him down.

If thy will not try,thy shall not know.

wild

2008-06-08T10:18:00.002+08:00

got back around 9am in the morning.
Hmm it all started yesterday.Met obo,head to ps to meet syaf.Apparently he met up with dear cuzzie amelia.

Went to obo's family BBQ. Wahh a feast i'd say.Whack a lot of *ahem* free food. AHAHAH. Shit happens when you get 3 single guys who knows each other for more than 8 years.

Went to obo's house to watch EURO2008. Talked cock sing song.I was tired so i slept.I think syaf got a grudge against me for he kicked me in the face and stomp my face. Thanks ah bro.

Ok im bored now.
Give me chance,i'd say.

redemption

2008-06-05T22:41:00.003+08:00

today was boring i tell ya.
I was posted to kranji reservoir.To make matters worst,I had to stare at people fishing for over 15hours. This anglers caught nothing but lost all their baits.

The food delivered was reasonably good.Much better than TRACOM thank you.
I'm scared of being posted to lim chu kang Cemetery for Static duties.

I sat down and checked my handphone.I read the messages i received from you over and over. One particular message went like this "I don't think i can make it now,after my exams okay?" knowing your exams are over,i dont have heart to ask you out anymore.

Too many reasons,too little time.
People always tell their partner that what attracted them was maybe their smile,eyes or whatever it is.

While for me,partially her eyes and smile was something.However what attracted me to her the most was that she's smart.I love girls who can engage in good conversation... Well,good sex is something else altogether.

Does a rose of black and white exist ?
So stunning and beautiful that it puts thing to ice.
Such miracle that i cannot resist.
That's what happen when i looked into your eyes.

One dinner,One confession.
that's all i asked for.

my oasis

2008-06-04T18:43:00.002+08:00

Walking through the desert called reality
With harsh storm of lies and deceit cutting through the skin
Bracing on to find salvation in this dire situation
When will this ever end ?

Lips cracked with vision blurring of who to trust
My soul on the verge of extinction
There you are,standing there with open arms.
The Oasis on this fiery ground.

Why the hell am i suddenly missing you so badly.
I want to see you .. a peek will do.

the hardest part

2008-06-02T11:03:00.002+08:00

Monday morning.
Did the usual 8km run. Shit,i need to lose the last 2kg to barely be in the featherweight class. That's the hardest part. I've been running and skipping but the weight is not dropping. My running suit is in red. Of course, TEAM SINGAPORE !

Night shift today. Let's catch dear Mas Selamat Kastari shall we. I bet im going to be discharged off my NS liability if i ever catch that lil limping asshole.

Sometimes i wonder,is he a he or she ? i dont understand.
Guess my life revolves around NS(no choice),my friends and boxing training.
Fucking hell,i want to debut CAN !

interested in boxing ? check this website out then
http://www.singaporeboxing.com/aboutus.html

Promotion

2008-05-31T19:52:00.005+08:00

Mr Policeman has just been promoted.
He is happy
He will be getting 690/mth instead of 400. HAHA

Yesterday was spent accompanying my cuzzie for interview at MOE.
Satisfied my craving for ice cream. Thanks cuzz.

I love LV.Ok,who dosen't?
Boxing was alright.

Well,i guess it's final then.I dont know how i can ever win this fight.
Everytime i feel like giving up,my innerself will go "you're blowing it son!" i tried reaching for something intangible.It was like grabbing clouds.

Guess that's it then. Whenever i'm in town, i tried taking peeks if you're working.I feel contented just to see you smile.I was glad that you like the MMS i send during valentine's day.

Bottomline,i couldnt get you but i felt my effort were'nt wasted caused you did smile at the end of the day.Though it was not by me . well .. that's life.

20

2008-05-29T00:20:00.005+08:00

Im 20 now.
What have i done this past 20years?
Come on,it will never end.

Thanks for the wishes people. love y'all deep deep
1)Janice - On the dot,thanks sis.
2)Obo - 12 years and counting.If you've forgotten i'd rape you.
3)fyza - well we wished each other happy birthday.
4)Nannie - thanks gal.
5)Mary - was expecting it.nevertheless,thanks i'd say.
6)Sisters - well you're in the next room anyway.
7)Jamie - LOL,she said stay handsome as always.
8)Jonathan - My buddy from my Basic Police course. Thanks Jon !!
9)Syafiq - Rain,thanks man.. wash my sorrow please
10)Firdaus - this is what you call a bro. The shit we do in class is LOVE
11)Atty - may my life be filled with hot babes,can i have hot sex instead? LoL

AND ALL THOSE WHO WISHED ME. Too lazy to update.
AND ALL THOSE WHO DIDNT WISHED ME. I'll give you the benefit of a doubt.

I once dreamt that you called to wish me and we went out.Seemed so real.
Well,Dreams usually dont come true.That's why it's called dream right ?

I wish i could play "more than words" for you on the guitar on your birthday.
I wish for more wishes that would come true.

For you to watch from ringside during my debut match.
That would be so cool.

dreams

2008-05-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

Not working.
Been sleeping for a few hours for the past 3 days.
Work,study study and more studying.

I think i did okay for Public law.The brain is hibernating
On MC now.Head's splitting.
Not been training. Am so going to get fucked by Coach.

Been having dreams about you.
Though i feel envious of him
Well,if you're happy then i'm glad.
It felt so real though

I dont think my birthday tomorrow would be any fun.
Wait my birthday was never fun. What's so great about it anyway.
If somebody is going to give me KWD500 million than that's something.
Kuwait's Currency PWNS SGD.

You once asked me during lunch.
Would i risk my life for someone i care for?
I said yes and why.
You kept quiet.

i doubt you remember that coversation anyway.

back!

2008-05-27T08:04:00.003+08:00

YA !
Wow,guess my blog have been collectiong dust.
Well,i'm going to start blogging again. Why ? Coz i got more time now. No more staying in at camp.

In case you dont know,i'm doing great i guess.Still alive and kicking.Still corny as ever. Still chasing someone for the past 10mths. Failed Miserably. HAHAHA -_-

Gee,time really was the factor i guess.
Things you should know about him now.

He's posted to Bukit Batok NPC.
Shit happens.

He's training for his boxing debut match as an amateur.
He tries to forget her everytime but will dream of her that very night and that would result in doubting himself.

If it's not meant to be then dont force it. Been hearing it a lot of time. What if a chace was given. Would THAT change things ?

Been studying for my Public Law. Gee i read that damn thing so much i can actually visualise the page and which cases are in that page.

Gotta change the skin.I know ..
give the guy time okay ?

hiatus

2007-09-23T16:24:00.000+08:00

Well well. NS is really taking up my time.
Since nothing interesting is happening during my stay there except getting abused,i shall not blog about it.

Well should something interesting cropped up, i will write about it.
For now.

I WILL BE ON HIATUS.

7 days

2007-09-04T10:45:00.000+08:00

7 days left until my National Service.

Let's update on the past few days. Mind my english,for i have no mood to check my grammar nor use chim English.

Friday - Teachers day. Got kicked out because i had dye hair. Found out others had other wild colours than myself. Fuck the security guards. Dumb fucking shitheads. Played Battlefield2 after that. One word to describe it. SHIOK ..

Saturday - Spent the entire day at home =)
Sunday - Went out to collect pay. Met up with my friend who is now a gangster. Shall not elaborate.

Monday - Played bball, fucking shiok. Was on fire ! hit teardrops and jumpshots.Scored 4 straight baskets. Then the next match hit 2 3 pointers in a row and a jumper. Then when we were down 6-5 .. i hit 2 jumpers on consecutive possession to give us a 7-6 win ! Yay !

You are The Magician

Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity.

Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing,
you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive.

The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Gathering

2007-08-30T09:35:00.000+08:00

Ciao !
Shit a few fucking hours left before i get my results.

Anyway.. yesterday was such a blast with the brothers. The plan was that each person was to meet with his respective partner and move in 2 man teams. Just like Akatsuki. Im Deidara .. Obo was Sasori , Syaf was Tobi and Marvin Orochimaru. Met up with obo .. he's kinda late but forgave him. Met up with the following people in the bus. Headed to bugis .. but hey ! we didnt know the Seoul garden in Bugis closed down. LoL .. off we go to MSQ ..

Started the MEAT FRENZY. everything was all niku (meat in jap) .. we ate and screamed when the oil flew onto us.. got burned ... shit .. eat eat.. make jokes.. talked bout stuff .. after that Camwhore.. the guys were forced by me. Oh yeah .. i met this gerl who was a School mate in secondary sch. The thing is .. we NEVER talked to each other before.. but i looked at her and she waved at me. I think she remembers me .. despite never talking to each other. All i know is that her late brother was my brothers classmate in sec 4. Oh well if not,i think she wanted to me to woo her.

Hmm basically we dressed up pretty nicely.
Me - Long sleeve with half buttoned up vest .. with my super long cloth-coat .. and skirt ... heart earring and my Louis Vuitton bag. *grins*
Syaf - Long sleeve with black pants and hip hop hat.. amazing it looks great on him.
Obo - long sleeve with levi's jeans and shawl and black jacket .. Fcking cool.
Marv - Shirt with jeans .. uber cool ..

Yes i wore the most accessories and stuff.
Syaf bought a HP..
We slacked and make our way back at around 9 ..

Pictures will be uploaded in the next entry.

left out

2007-08-28T12:02:00.001+08:00

im sickly bored at home.
I forgot to post something in my previous entry.

When i was going out with my lil sis and her bf. We decided to had dinner.. but since all the places were packed we ate fast food .. long john.. im so sick of it.. anyway, While i was ordering for them .. this girl in the kitchen were making some REAL FUNNY noises.

It was like " ah .. ah ... ahh.. AHHHH ... " O.o
I looked at Xavier and he looked at me .. and i go " let's not think of anything else "

and a girl came out from the kitchen adjusting her clothes
I so dont wanna know what happened inside.

Tomorrow is the promised date after postponing for 3 YEARS.
Lets rock musketeers !

outing

2007-08-26T22:34:00.000+08:00

Yo

Hmm today was rather interesting. Went to town my cute-vulgar-adorable little sister. Met up with Xavier for the first time. I mean we went out together for the first time. I was the light bulb.. nah not exactly .. haha. Just wanted to know more about the guy. I know he's a good guy.That's it.

Had cravings for Ben & Jerry but since we had no fucking idea what to eat we decided to head off to Swensen's instead. Bleah .. Ate .. talk .. took pics ..went off to help the kids find job. Hhmm atty applied at Anterprima Plastiq.. i pray she gets it .. haha .. while Xavier applied at NUM.. i asked him to try G-Star.

Anyway im too lazy to update ..
End of the day we had fun and took loads of pic
And Xavier ..

If i was still mixing with the gang you could ask me for help in times of trouble.
And i decided to treat u like my god-bro .. AHAH .. even if you dont want too.

Wishing you were mine .. hahah !!

Outing

2007-08-26T07:21:00.000+08:00

Hmmm it' so early in the morning. Just got back from the market about 20mins ago ?
Yes yes, some of you dopes might think that the hell i go market ? Yes people. Some people cant even spot the difference between certain veggies and spices.Besides mum is getting old,i cant let her carry all the heavy stuff yeah ?

Did i take F&N in Secondary School ? Fuck no,im an Accounts Students baby ! Cooking and Baking is something i picked up when i was at home. At least this skill is useful yeah ? rather than getting drunk or smoking .. Pfft ...

*fuu * yesterday played basketball after 2 months ? ahahh not aggresive compared to last time.
Shooting was okay i guess. Practiced the floater / tear drop. Ya know . the lay up which is released earlier than usual and has a high arc ? yes yes .. i did it twice in a match .. but got fucked in the end. Haha. Got a nice tan though.

My biceps have recovered meaning back to training. Hmm my arms are getting the cut again.
Meaning my punches have most likely powered up. SO DIE FCKTARDS !

Ok back to training ! ...
Going to Town with lil sis later .. Ice cream ..

* fuu * we have to constantly change the beat to keep the rhythm fresh

injured

2007-08-24T00:45:00.000+08:00

Shit it's 1245am in the morning and i cant fucking sleep. To make matters worse Marcus told me result is out next week.

Fucking hell, 18 days left of my teenage civilian life before National service.
Ive been so caught up in training my body i didnt realised i injured myself. I think i damaged my biceps .. shit .. i cant even straighten my arms.

damn it.
Fuck PDA-ing couples on escalators.
Fuck PDA-ing couples everywhere.

DIE !!
This is the effects of one being single,interested in someone however this is called unrequited.

Movie !

2007-08-22T11:00:00.000+08:00

Boo

Yesterday was a blast. The 2/4 of the musketeers met up for movie. One being the most cunning bastard .. me ... and the one who is nicest at heart syafiq. That dosent mean im not nice =P

We watched Rush Hour 3. I know abit late .. but who cares ! Watched at Cathay Cineplex reason Syafiq had this privilege card or whatever it is. Took a couple seat cause it had the best view. Warning i gave him was " Try anything funny and your dead meat " true enough he tried to put his hand on my shoulder which resulted him getting a body blow from me.

After that went to Taka. Wanted to find her .. didnt manage to. Walked all the way to Far east Plaza to buy his cap. Ended up i bought a uber cool pirate hat. I was having a Rat Ass of a time to decide which one to buy. Syaf already decided his and went off to pay.I told him he should have waited coz i wanted to bargain for a discount. Dosent hurt to try ;D

He asked for a better design . then the guy called and soon enough a gal came along. Omfg. She's CUTE. Fair skin .. cute dimples when she smile and just nice. Amazing she talk to us when i was talking to syafiq..

She gave me this uber big plastic bag .. and i commented i will look like a jerk if i carried it. She agreed. Syaf laugh and said that she said i looked like a jerk. I merely replied she agreed that IF i carried it i will look like one. She agreed with me =P

She apologised for giving me such a big bag. I wanted to be cheeky and said if she was sorry about it the least she could do was give me her name .. but nah.. too cheeky. Haha. Too cute.

Im so going to go there over again. This time .. with the entire musketeers !
fuu ... when im with syaf .. all hell break loose. Fucking joker.

Oh yeah i forgot to mentioned that we ignored this salesgirl in the same shop. She was a minah with a 'tiam" on her forehead.. major turnoff..

before i left ..

PIRATE KING

lost

2007-08-21T10:31:00.000+08:00

Im at a lost

I lost everything. Firstly i need love.. i need the warmth from it. We cant always get what we want right ?

I lost the physique i had in 2005. A nice body .. with a nice amount of stamina .. nifty footwork. Now my legs are being dragged behind when i run .. my breathing is heavy .. gee .. im dying. My toned body is now damn ah cha ...

My once well developed arms are like sticks now.
I was heavier when i was still exercising .. i weigh 60kg back then.. now im only 57

Hmm i love writing poems.. Writing love poems not because im an EMO shit ..
I just find it the easiest way to express myself. Since i usually got the balls up the throat syndrome.

Maybe i should just give up hope on her ..
Maybe .. i should not ..
Maybe i should stop writing this entry and get back to exercising ..

My fangs have not dulled .. i think it's just sheathed at the moment.

I guess i will let time tell..
21 days to enlistment..

cookie

2007-08-19T07:27:00.000+08:00

Greetings.

Yesterday i spent half the day baking cookies. Photos will be uploaded later. Went to Isetan wheelock, Takashimaya and Wheelock again respectively to deliver the goods. Talk cock with the peeps. Azam said i looked like a drunken guy all because i dress differently. Pfft. Christabel said i looked like batman .. or trying to look like him. Dosent matter. Titi say i looked Metrosexual .. Thanks .. I got good/bad comments..

Got disturbed as usual .. like " eh how bout yen ling ? " " u still love her ? " all i replied was " did i ever say i loved her ? " news said i did .. aww fuck .. =/

Anyway gave cookies . didnt meet her .. oh well.. fuck it.
Jog from bangkit to choa chu kang and back to bangkit .. Geez..

Cookies all packed up and ready to go .. uhm !

new hairstyle

2007-08-16T19:56:00.000+08:00

Boo

I finally left Golf Revolution. A bit Sad la eh, bittersweet. I will especially miss the Taka team. Though i hate the management there and stocks =/

Anyway i went to get a new hairdo for myself. Brown base with purple highlights. I look cool.
Wait i always have.

Anyway.. im off
Now for my big battle.. National service.

dad

2007-08-14T09:22:00.000+08:00

dad and me are just father and son through namesake.

Do i still respect him ? errm.. hard to say.
actually very little .. close to none.

that dosent mean i let people insult him.

I lost respect for him way back in 2003 .. long story huh ?
i just want his money that's all. I never turn to him about my problems.

Our conversation are always the same .. problems .. or things i so dont give a RAT's ASS about.
Happy times ? bleahx.

Hmm he say if i was rude he would slap me .. slap loh.
Im going NS anyway.. no need to book out also i dont care.

I love my mum .. not my dad.
I think everyone who reads my blog knows i never liked my dad.

LOSER

2007-08-12T22:14:00.000+08:00

ok fine !

I LIKE HER .. I KNOW SHE IS ATTACHED. SO WHAT.
That dosent mean i cant make friends with her. If she dosent want to be friends with me, she wouldnt bother talking to me,exchange numbers and even taking photos. You make it sound as though she was racist when you said " she dont like malay guys " straight into my face. im mix dumb fuck.

So if that was so true, she wouldnt bother going break with me a few times. drinking from the same straw and sharing food.

maybe your just jealous ?

AND I AM FUCKING PROUD OF MY MIX HERITAGE.
Piss off loser.

If this was to happen 4 years ago.. you would end up with serious PARANG wounds.

Couple of different race is common now. As long as i can give my partner a good life her parents wouldnt care.

stupidity and ugliness

2007-08-08T20:30:00.000+08:00

Stupidity.

I cant stand people who stereotype ALL malays to be ALL Muslim. Oh geez, while the majority may be .. there as still pockets out there who arent. Damn you people are dumb. Saw a chinese muslim before right ? What's the biggie then ? Not all Chinese are buddhist anyway.

Bottom line is dont generalise.

Moving on .. another stereotype shit. Bleah i know that some malay people just play around not thinking about future.. NOT ALL do that ok. Chinese also have. Why ? Because when i was in my "beng" days . my friends were all the same. I moved on.. they are the same. So why the comment that all malay like to play and not study ? Some may not excel in education .. but fuck you .. they do great in sports.

THIS IS NOT A RACIST ENTRY. so shut the fuck up.

Vincent was super shocked i studied LAW.. yes i really wanna go far in the LAW.
Anyway .. i wonder why all the hot gals these days go for those really buang guys ? Shit man.
The guy like really no hope .. but yet they get all the hot chicks.

Please dont tell me their personality is great .Im great too ! i guess not after i just wrote that.
Haha.

And guys .. i mean FAT guys. It disgust me to see you having bigger CUPS then your GF !
My god !

It becomes worse if you complain about how fat you are and there you are.. muching on food.
Exercise dummy !

Geez.. im going for hair treatment soon.

beautiful women

2007-08-06T08:59:00.000+08:00

work have been boring lately. The golf fair at Isetan is killing our sales. Though we might be from the same company.. I still want Taka to get the sales. Firstly, i dont like Isetan.. Shall not continue.

Amanda complained to Faisal that i always shut her off when she asked me to do something. Who wont ? Firstly .. yes while you are my senior .. i think im much better than you when it comes to sales. Secondly.. dont order me around. Asking for favours yes, order no. The only few people i let them order me around in Nike Golf is Yance,Faisal. Even so, they dont order me around. They ask for things POLITELY .. Alex also power. Ask nicely i sure help.

Dont go around " hazmi ! sweep the floor.! " knn i not your maid ah. The thing that really ticked me off that day was that you didnt do shit the whole day. Doing inventory which is important. I dont know how many times you go smoke break.. go break.. then go buy 4D .. -_____- .. you cant behave infront of the customer.. pfft .. give me 2 mths i can overtake you. Working in a Golf company at least have the basic knowledge of golfing ! My god..

I met one of the most beautiful customer i ever served in Nike Golf. A Japanese women. Not those typical single eyelid. She was like a goddess. Wearing those low cut dress. Got height,looks and the figure... MY GOD.. Alex and Me were like " wah ! barang baek ! " it literally means good stuff. hahahahah.

Anyway.. im going shopping today !
I miss her .. sigh ..

Shit wtf am i saying..